i'm 18 years young. i blow candles every 17th of January.i'm a Sophomore in the Lyceum of the Philippines University. i'm taking up AB Mass Communication Major in Broadcasting. :)))
i'm outgoing and adventurous. i love having fun. i'm sarcastic in a way. i love taking pictures everywhere. I AM ME :)))
Sometimes it really hurts …
4 years and 5 months
~Pag umabot ng ganyang katagal yung relationship it doesn’t mean na kayo na till the end. Wala naman makakapagsabi nun eh. No one can predict who I’ll be with 10 years from now.
Yeah I ended it. Pero kahit ako yung tumapos masakit pa din eh. I don’t want to do that, really. But I HAVE TO. Kahit masakit. Kahit ngayon pinipilit ko lang ngumiti at sabihin na ok lang … na masaya ako. I love him too much that’s why I did that. Siguro nagtaka kayo … i love him too much pero i let him go. Kasi hindi pa pwede. Kasi kung ipipilit ko ngayon mas masakit lang. I don’t want him to be rejected by my family. Kasi nga mahal ko sya eh. Kaya mas pinili ko nalang yung choice na magbakasakali na pag dumating yung right time … sana s’ya pa rin. Sana mahal nya pa din ako. Ang tanga ng desisyon ko. But it’s for the better. I’ve seen how my parents deal with those things. At dahil mahal ko sya … Ayaw ko syang masaktan.
Ang love daw dapat pinaglalaban … Pero para sa akin .. ang TRUE LOVE hindi kailangan ipaglaban kasi kung TRUE LOVE nga yan … tanggap yan ng lahat. Walang kontra. Kahit naman ipaglaban ko ngayon … talo pa din ako. Siguro sa mga oras na ‘to galit s’ya sa akin. Tanggap ko naman yun eh. Sino bang hindi magagalit sa ginawa ko di ba … Nasaktan sya eh. What’s worse is I left him sa oras na kailangan nya ako. Pero sinabi ko naman na … nandito pa rin ako. Tutulungan ko pa rin sya. Friends kami. Yung relationship lang naman yung mawawala eh. Yung commitment lang. Pero yung care. Mags’stay yun. Yun love, nandun pa rin yun. Di naman nawawala yun eh.
Sinabi ko na may mahal akong iba … I LIED. I don’t know why I have to do that … Siguro nung mga oras na yun … di ko lang talaga alam yung sasabihin ko. It’s the easiest reason i have for him to let go. Pero di ko magagawa yun eh. Yung magmahal ng iba … Dati siguro oo … Pero sa kanya … NO. Kasi he gave me his trust. Of all the people that I met in my life … (except my family) … sya yung nagbigay ng sense sa akin eh. Kasi humanga ako sa kanya. Yung mga simpleng problema kasi ang big deal na sa akin .. but when I met him … wow .. walang wala yung mga bagay na pinoproblema ko sa mga problema n’ya.
Sa kanya ko natutunan yung pagkakaron ng lakas ng loob. It’s amazing how he changed me. Natuto din ako maging mature sa kanya. SAYANG. Lahat ng nakausap ko yan yung sinabi sa akin. Oo alam ko sayang talaga. Pero di ba pag may ending … pwedeng may beginning ulit? Parang sa libro. When the first book closes its chapters … the second book of the same story opens. Hey I’m just 18. There are more years to come. Hindi naman dito nagtatapos ang lahat eh. Maybe it’s the right love at the wrong time. Dadating din naman yung right time eh. Yung time na kaya ko nang magmahal ng buo. Yung hindi patago. Yung pwede ko ipagsigawan sa buong mundo na “SIYA YUNG TAONG SOBRANG MAHAL NA MAHAL KO.”
sabi nga ni Angel dun sa movie na In the Name of Love … “Mas pinili ko lang mamatay para mabuhay ka …”
~Ria ♥
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Bawal mahulog …
Oo bawal. Kasi masakit. Kasi wala namang sasalo eh. Nakakainis yung feeling na sobrang sweet nya sa’yo … pero di mo pwede bigyan ng meaning kasi para sa kanya magkatropa lang kayo. Hindi mo maiiwasang hindi s’ya mahalin. Bawat araw na nakakasama mo sya … bawat araw na inaasar ka nya, kinukulit ka nya … ang hirap pigilan ng nararamdaman eh. Kaya lang tuwing maiisip ko na hindi pwede, nasasaktan ako eh. :|
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Well actually this story is a bit about my life … uhmmm … love life ?? haha :D well … Read if you want ^_^ i just want to share it to you guys ! :D
Loving and Learning.
When you love, don’t expect anything in return. NEVER EVER. Loving someone is simply loving him wholeheartedly without expecting him to give you love in return. We don’t say “I LOVE YOU” to earn an “I LOVE YOU TOO”. We simply say it because that’s how we feel. Same thing as being in a relationship … there should be the responsibility, but not the demand. That’s the greatest lesson I’ve learned about love.
Yung PRIDE. Dapat wala yun pag nagmahal ka. Dapat straight to the point ka ‘pag may problema kayo. ‘Wag na wag idaan sa parinig, sa status, sa GM o sa panggagamit ng iba para pagselosin s’ya. Kung ano yung nararamdaman mo, sabihin mo. Mas maiintindihan n’ya ‘yon in that way. Nasasaktan ka? Tell him. Selos ka? Tell him. 100% sure he’ll understand. Remember, hindi all the time ikaw yung tama. Minsan kailangan mo rin s’yang intindihin. Lunok-Lunok din ng pride. Kasi ‘pag nagmahal ka, bawal yung makitid ang utak. ‘Di lang nag text galit ka na. Nakatulog lang galit ka na. If it’s love, you’ll always find a way to understand. You still have your own lives … ok naman yung konting adjustments. Pero yung babaguhin mo yung mga nakasanayan niya, imposible. Away lang patutunguhan n’yan. Hindi kasi puro feelings lang … ginagamitan din ng utak. Think before you speak, act or make a decision. Learn to accept faults. Learn to say “SORRY” and mean it. Maturity and some realizations can help. And one important part of love is TRUST. Kung may tiwala kayo sa isa’t isa … it will be hard to break you apart. Kasi kung ayaw n’yo mawala sa inyo ang isa’t isa, you’ll find a way to adjust with each others’ imperfections.
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